nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Thank you, Jack
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
I am below everything.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
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