thank you

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Worse Lift

Style

i dont understand magnetisation

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so at the end

Can I see

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.