we can only engage in such a way

as in

magnetisation/form

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

fw

your feed looks like my tumblr

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

was it worth it

and the fake qualifier

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

division of reality is straying away from it

abrar?

what do you mean

so at the end

is this you as well

i really havent

its good short few pages

send your tumblr

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

no like which do people call me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

god being the centre magnet

lol yea

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

much more tactility

no i haven't really read anything

or never left

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

barren land

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

lol

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain