it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

idk

autonomy of learning

i want to do that too

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

fw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i see a website

yeah

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

brb i will read and reply sincerely

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

kind of mythopoesis

so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i was tempted to lie about my name

you cannot feed someone truth

Better Lift

plato

its good

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

its good

I am below everything.

December 2025