no longer writing in the third person

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

hiding from the rain

"Put a blanket."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yes

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.