the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

much more tactility


it is hopeful

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

your feed looks like my tumblr

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no longer writing in the third person


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i have read not even 1 book

lol

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

idk

you cannot feed someone truth

and the fake qualifier

Picture

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

send your tumblr

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form

is everyoneback on tumblr now

kind of mythopoesis

lol yea

that looks like my instagram account

division of reality is straying away from it

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

as in

...

propensity within someone

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.