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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

13, H, grate

hiding from the rain

Better Lift

Thank you, Jack

so an active mazelike process

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

lol

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

barren land