somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

propensity within someone

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you have a beautiful account btw

so an active mazelike process

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

kind of mythopoesis

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

yes

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

wait what is that

not their contents

i really havent

what do you think my name is

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Thank you, Jack

i want to do that too

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

all that is to say

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos