but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

kind of mythopoesis

no like which do people call me

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

much more tactility

It Will Get Lighter

its performative

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Style

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Picture

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

your feed looks like my tumblr

as in

but really the thing should be autonomous

i dont understand magnetisation

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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