god being the centre magnet

Worse Lift

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

but really the thing should be autonomous

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

so at the end

Rain, starting

magnetisation/form

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so an active mazelike process

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I am below everything.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

autonomy of learning

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

as in

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them