Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter

hello reader,

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you mean

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its good

is everyoneback on tumblr now

so at the end

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

that looks like my instagram account

plato

what do you think my name is

whats your name?

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

no i haven't really read anything

like magnets

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

i really havent

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i dont understand magnetisation

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

not their contents

its good short few pages

as in