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I Write Goodbye Letter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

was it worth it

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

December 2025

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

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its good

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

in a post. I want to be remembered

i was tempted to lie about my name

or never left

lol yea

your feed looks like my tumblr

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.