After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Better Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

yeah

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

bro i read nothing in my life

no longer writing in the third person

ahnaf abrar

we can only engage in such a way

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

autonomy of learning

we need to be deconstructing our identities