way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

...

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

December 2025

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Lift Analysis

Slug

no longer writing in the third person

abrar?

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

magnetises a pin

so an active mazelike process

i dont understand magnetisation

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

its good

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos