think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Worse Lift

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"Put a blanket."

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

ion

fw

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i really havent

that looks like my instagram account

December 2025

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

lol

its good

was it worth it

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things