it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

like first name

lol

whats your name?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so an active mazelike process

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

isaac

abrar?

isaac newton

like magnets

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i was tempted to lie about my name

what do you mean

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

is this you as well

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

yeah

which magnetises chains of pins

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

ahnaf abrar

plato

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.