was it worth it

no longer writing in the third person

but i respect your search

Thank you, Jack

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I am below everything.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

13, H, grate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

as in

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

propensity within someone


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

you have a beautiful account btw

Worse Lift

hiding from the rain

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

which magnetises chains of pins

Better Lift

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me