like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

is everyoneback on tumblr now

thank you

its good

plato

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

ahnaf abrar

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

i was tempted to lie about my name

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

lol

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

no longer writing in the third person

you cannot feed someone truth

fw

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Can I see

barren land