but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

not their contents

you have a beautiful account btw

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Can I see

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but i respect your search

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Slug

was it worth it

and the fake qualifier

its performative

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.