feel you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

lol yea

idk

we can only engage in such a way

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

so an active mazelike process

barren land

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

so at the end

is everyoneback on tumblr now

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

ion

what do you mean

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

isaac

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

isaac newton

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things