i want to do that too

isaac

its good

really i want the internet

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

IWGD

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i understand

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

but i respect your search

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i was tempted to lie about my name

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

isaac newton

your feed looks like my tumblr

Thank you, Jack

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