Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

it is hopeful

Better Lift

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i love it here

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

lol

and the fake qualifier

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

i really havent

yeah

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

much more tactility

Style

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like first name

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so an active mazelike process