A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

no like which do people call me

its good


He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

that looks like my instagram account

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i was tempted to lie about my name


thank you

send link


i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

have you read

It Will Get Lighter

i want to do that too

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

like first name

...

yeah

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

idk

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