yeah

Rain, starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

we can only engage in such a way

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.



Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

propensity within someone

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i was tempted to lie about my name

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

"Put a blanket."

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

feel you

kind of mythopoesis

Today I felt like starting

i really havent

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I am below everything.

send link


isaac newton

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

its good short few pages