It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i have read not even 1 book

i really havent

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetises a pin

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

god being the centre magnet

like magnets

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

was it worth it

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

barren land

thank you

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I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

I Write Goodbye Letter

feel you

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

2 (actually index). two is company

and the fake qualifier

its good short few pages

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.


so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

yeah

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.