i really havent

autonomy of learning

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Better Lift

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


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and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Lift Analysis

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf abrar