i really havent

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Better Lift

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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Lift Analysis

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf abrar