i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

or never left

send your tumblr

lol

that looks like my instagram account

have you read

yeah

isaac newton

I Write Goodbye Letter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

your feed looks like my tumblr

like magnets

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i love it here

i really havent

is this you as well

ahnaf abrar

isaac

which magnetises chains of pins

god being the centre magnet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

magnetises a pin

its good

autonomy of learning

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

fw

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

abrar?

not so on: yvf(wthw)