really i want the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

as in

all that is to say

not their contents

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

ahnaf abrar

i want to do that too

i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

feel you

but i respect your search

i really havent

its performative

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like first name

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no like which do people call me

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

that looks like my instagram account

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations: