wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

It Will Get Lighter

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetises a pin

as in

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

plato

was it worth it

hello reader,

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

like first name

plato

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

which magnetises chains of pins