Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf abrar

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

or never left

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

that looks like my instagram account

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


no longer writing in the third person

Better Lift

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

December 2025

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

bro i read nothing in my life