it is hopeful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

hiding from the rain


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Today I felt like starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die. 

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Better Lift