ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities


confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

was it worth it

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

...

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

so the method has to be autonomous

Slug

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

barren land

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Worse Lift

December 2025

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

not their contents

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.