no longer writing in the third person

i dont understand magnetisation

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

and the fake qualifier

this will be about a slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

i really havent

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

the site i am dreaming

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I Write Goodbye Letter

December 2025

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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was it worth it

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

yeah

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

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