so at the end


We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

...

I Write Goodbye Letter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

sorry i am texting like a slav

no i haven't really read anything

so the method has to be autonomous

god being the centre magnet

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

magnetises a pin

so an active mazelike process


have you read

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Today I felt like starting

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

It Will Get Lighter

i understand

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

much more tactility