and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i understand

no i haven't really read anything

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

send link

It Will Get Lighter

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

you have a beautiful account btw

this will be about a slug

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

and the fake qualifier

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

really i want the internet

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but really the thing should be autonomous

...

all that is to say

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

...

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.