the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yes

whats your name?

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone truth

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no like which do people call me

propensity within someone

I am below everything.

fw

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

but i respect your search

magnetisation/form

its good

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

plato

its performative

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we can only engage in such a way

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever