was it worth it

autonomy of learning

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Lift Analysis

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Better Lift

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

much more tactility

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt


Thank you, Jack



all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

hiding from the rain