13, H, grate


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


Better Lift

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

in a post. I want to be remembered

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

autonomy of learning

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i understand

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

no i haven't really read anything

no like which do people call me

1

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

plato

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.