Today I felt like starting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


kind of mythopoesis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Style

and the fake qualifier

wait what is that

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

IWGD

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Thank you, Jack

was it worth it

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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It Will Get Lighter

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.



Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


propensity within someone

i am quite illiterate on producing technology