it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i see a website
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
but really the thing should be autonomous
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
kind of mythopoesis
autonomy of learning
i have read not even 1 book
not their contents
what do you think my name is
have you read
as in
ahnaf abrar
god being the centre magnet
i was tempted to lie about my name
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
i want to do that too
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models