i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Rain, starting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

hiding from the rain

like magnets

plato

isaac

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

ion

is this you as well

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

plato

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

what do you mean

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i have read not even 1 book

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Worse Lift

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting


i want to do that too