i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

all that is to say

Today I felt like starting

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so at the end

no longer writing in the third person

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

division of reality is straying away from it

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

so the method has to be autonomous

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Better Lift

yeah

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then