that looks like my instagram account
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
so an active mazelike process
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
I know that if I try to make this entry any
more than it is I will ruin it.
It Will Get Lighter
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book