with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

god being the centre magnet

its good

ion

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

all that is to say

i was tempted to lie about my name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we can only engage in such a way

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not their contents

what do you think my name is

what do you mean

i want to do that too

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous