i dont understand magnetisation

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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hiding from the rain

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

not their contents

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i really havent

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

have you read

Can I see

we can only engage in such a way

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books