you cannot feed someone truth

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but i respect your search

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Style

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it is hopeful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

much more tactility


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything