idk

was it worth it

so an active mazelike process

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ahnaf abrar

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

no i haven't really read anything



not their contents

what do you think my name is

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Worse Lift

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

whats your name?

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


I am below everything.

Thank you, Jack

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then