i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
no like which do people call me
i dont understand magnetisation
no i haven't really read anything
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Today I felt like starting
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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
