It Will Get Lighter

kind of mythopoesis

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

IWGD

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Today I felt like starting

I Write Goodbye Letter

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I am below everything.

but i respect your search

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.