"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it is hopeful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

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really i want the internet

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Today I felt like starting


hiding from the rain

Picture

you have a beautiful account btw

I am below everything.

i see a website

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.